As strong and cheerful as I tried to be yesterday...it hit me today that I still feel really weak. Not so much physically (although I am somehow), but mentally. I'm scared to try anything hard anymore. I don't relish mental challenges and enjoy vegetating. The prospect of studying again petrifies me and I prefer to read easy light things so that my head doesn't think. I realize that by doing this, I'm weakening my mental muscles, but I can't help it. I also wonder - how much brain damage did I incur that I feel this way?
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