. The Lithium Log - FAB Edition: It all falls apart

Thursday, April 9, 2009

It all falls apart

Yesterday was a trial. I literally watched all my therapy unravel as I became more and more stressed due to a snafu. Even still today I am feeling stressed and agitated. It's a beautiful day and my depression is in full bloom.

Something that I hate about my agitation/stress is that when I try to talk to someone important, I get the shakes. My voice, hands, and body all quiver and I get really cold and come close to crying. This happens when I least expect - sometimes I'm nervous, sometimes I was perfectly fine. I don't know if anyone else experiences this kind of anxiety, but I'm betting they do.

All in all, I wish yesterday had never happened...

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